Note: This post may be offensive to some. I will not judge you, but I will not apologize for my thoughts.
I admit that I can be all talk and no action.
Several weeks ago I discussed joining my friend and fellow blogger and Mom friend, Roxane, on the sidewalk at the Red River Women's Clinic. I wanted to pray and reach out for the people that feel that pregnancy is an impossible situation. So many people would welcome a child into their loving arms, if only the men and women considering abortion would see that there is an alternative. My husband and I are blessed with adopted children in our lives. A friend of mine said recently, "Biology doesn't make you a parent". (Thanks, Kristine.) How very true.
At the last minute, I admitted to Roxane that I was terrified to accompany her on the sidewalk. So, I didn't go with her. I'm ashamed that I was too scared to join her plight, but when we discussed it (via writing) she was incredibly supportive. She understood that I wasn't ready, and encouraged my prayer and thoughts without a hint of judgement. What an awesome person God has blessed my life with. I'm grateful for her friendship.
I will always believe that abortion is wrong; the very thought of it makes me cringe. But right now, I'm praying that soon I'll be able to join Roxane on the sidewalk and have the courage to stand up for my convictions.